{"id":37,"date":"2005-05-06T11:03:02","date_gmt":"2005-05-06T08:03:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/prenses.kuzeyyildizi.com\/2005\/05\/06\/35"},"modified":"2005-05-06T11:03:02","modified_gmt":"2005-05-06T08:03:02","slug":"kasaban%c4%b1n-en-guzel-k%c4%b1z%c4%b1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/prenses.kuzeyyildizi.com\/?p=37","title":{"rendered":"kasaban\u0131n en g\u00fczel k\u0131z\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>o kadar \u00e7ok sevmi\u015ftim ki o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7ocuklar\u0131, hastal\u0131klar\u0131na \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm, a\u011flad\u0131klar\u0131na \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm, derslerine \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm&#8230; derslerini alamay\u0131\u015flar\u0131na \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm. hayat neler b\u0131rakm\u0131yor oysa avucumuza. tutmay\u0131 bilseler ben de k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck elmalar b\u0131rak\u0131yordum ayn\u0131 avu\u00e7lara. s\u0131cak, mutlu g\u00fcnler&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>G<br \/>\nd\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck\u00e7e h\u0131zlan\u0131yor insan. \u00e7ak\u0131lma potansiyelini kineti\u011fe \u00e7eviriyor. yere yak\u0131nla\u015ft\u0131m. bunu sararan yerlerimin yeniden morarmas\u0131ndan anl\u0131yorum. b\u0131rak\u0131n beni d\u00fc\u015feyim. tutup arada \u00e7ekmeyin yukar\u0131 do\u011fru. can\u0131m yan\u0131yor.  serbest&#8230; d\u00fc\u015fme&#8230; serbest&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>beyaz<br \/>\nellerinin \u00fczerinde \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. sana \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc getirece\u011fim derken ne dedi\u011fimi hat\u0131rlad\u0131m birden d\u00fcn gece. yapaca\u011f\u0131m en son \u015fey olsa da getirece\u011fim. \u00e7ok y\u00fcksekten d\u00fc\u015ferken&#8230; birileri her\u015feyi bal gibi bilirken&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>onbir<br \/>\n11 y\u0131l ge\u00e7ti baz\u0131 \u015feylerin \u00fczerinden 11 g\u00fcn nedir ki!<\/p>\n<p>s\u0131cak<br \/>\nso\u011fudu vucudum. y\u00fcz\u00fcmden ba\u015flayarak  morard\u0131. halihaz\u0131rda \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f bile olabilirim. o kadar \u00e7ok can\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131kt\u0131m ki baz\u0131 insanlar\u0131n, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc haketti baz\u0131 par\u00e7alar\u0131m. ne\u015fe kalmad\u0131 y\u00fczlerinde. hasta oldular. susmam laz\u0131m art\u0131k. ba\u015fkalar\u0131na konu\u015fmam laz\u0131m. buradan gitmem laz\u0131m. burada durmamam laz\u0131m. herkes neden b\u00f6yle ciddi bak\u0131yor surat\u0131ma?<\/p>\n<p>down on my knees<br \/>\nba\u015f a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 e\u011filip bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ge\u00e7en g\u00fcnlere bakarken&#8230; ya\u015fland\u0131k\u00e7a unutuluyor kumsallar, denizler, diz kokusu. dirseklerime kadar sokuyorum kollar\u0131m\u0131 o f\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ine. arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck toplu i\u011fne. ye\u015fil ba\u015fl\u0131.<br \/>\ntoturu \u00f6zl\u00fcyorum. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>o kadar \u00e7ok sevmi\u015ftim ki o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7ocuklar\u0131, hastal\u0131klar\u0131na \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm, a\u011flad\u0131klar\u0131na \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm, derslerine \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm&#8230; derslerini alamay\u0131\u015flar\u0131na \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm. hayat neler b\u0131rakm\u0131yor oysa avucumuza. tutmay\u0131 bilseler ben de k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck elmalar b\u0131rak\u0131yordum ayn\u0131 avu\u00e7lara. s\u0131cak, mutlu g\u00fcnler&#8230; G d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck\u00e7e h\u0131zlan\u0131yor insan. \u00e7ak\u0131lma potansiyelini &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/prenses.kuzeyyildizi.com\/?p=37\">Okumaya devam et <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-37","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prenses"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/prenses.kuzeyyildizi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/prenses.kuzeyyildizi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/prenses.kuzeyyildizi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/prenses.kuzeyyildizi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/prenses.kuzeyyildizi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=37"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/prenses.kuzeyyildizi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/prenses.kuzeyyildizi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=37"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/prenses.kuzeyyildizi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=37"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/prenses.kuzeyyildizi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=37"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}